Alright so adding to my last post since I really couldn't finish because Callen woke up form his nap I will continue on this one. Hooray. So besides all of the legal-ish drama in my life I also have my mom drama. Like usual mom thinks she knows what is best for my son. Two key words in that sentence, can you guess what they are? No? Well I'll tell you, (thinks) and (my). Yep. Anyway, we were talking about me getting a job since at the moment I do not have one. After moving in with my parents again since my apartment flooded I made the hasty decision to quit my job and be a SAHM. Awesome right? Wrong! I hate not being able to contribute even though my parents say it's not a big deal. It's a big deal to me. So getting back on track me and mom were talking about how in September I will be starting school again to my old high school so I can graduate and then go on to college. Well I was telling her that I wanted to get a job as well as go to school I mean people do it a...
Dreams that I have for myself. I want to become a high school Biology teacher, make a decent income to provide for Callen. If I am still raising him on my own when that dream comes true. I want to be the best mom I can be to him. I dream of having a nice house big enough for maybe 2 more kids and a husband. I dream for an amazing father for Callen. If I could be I would choose to be with Callen's real dad but that we will just play by ear. I really wish my dreams would come true. They seem like general easier goals to achive.
I want more in life then staying at home. I want to be able to go to school and have a career that I love. I want my son to grown up being proud of me. I don't know what has gotten into me but I feel like I could be doing so much more in my life then I currenty am. IDKIDKIDKIDKIDKIDK. I'll add more later.
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