Update

Alright, its been a while so here it goes.
I'm going to IA in June to visit Eric for the first time. I'm nervous. Beyond nervous. I keep try to budget money so I can buy our ticket and book our hotel. I swear I'm going to have an anxiety attack before this is all over. I still need to get callens passport but that only takes 10 days. Eric is getting the consent forms signed by a notary and is sending them out soon. Thank Jesus. I have a 2 paged packing list. I'm an over packer but I think I should be prepared for everything. I'm stressing about what I will eat when I'm there. The hotel has the free breakfast thing every morning but its like what about lunch and dinner? I wont be staying close enough to town to walk so that option is out. Maybe ill be able to get uber  skinny while I'm there from lack of food haha. Callen will be taken care of though. I've alrealy role Eric we'll have to stop and Walmart or somewhere to get him snacks, baby food, water bottles, and milk. He'll be all good.

I just hope this all goes well. I don't want callen to be overwhelmed or anything. He is my number one priority always and especially since we will be traveling alone. All eyes have to be on him. Eric wants callen to sleep with us but I don't trust him sleeping with callen. I don't know if he's a heavy sleeper or what. We'll just have to wait and see about that one.

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