Our life so far..

This will be short and un-sweet. I'm fat, I know that I am fat and I feel awful about it. I need to lose weight, like yesterday. I know there is not a whole lot I can do about this problem but I feel like I should be able to do something. It looks like I do have a tumor but I am not 100% sure. I have to get blood drawn this week to see if my hormone levels and whatever else they need to check are leveled out if not, surgery here I come. As of tomorrow I am starting to eat healthy, no more junk. Drink more water, no more pop. I wanted to keep track of ALL of my calorie intake on my fitness pal app that I have on my phone hopefully that will help some. I feel like my body has turned against me and the only way that I can fix it is if I whip it into shape. GREAT! I also have P90X and I am wondering if I should start that up again. Last time I gave up after a few days after nearly spraining my ankle but there's always a second time. Right? Right? Gym everyday Britt, STAY MOT

So, today I got my results back from my doctor. (I haven't had a period since C was born, I didn\t think it was a big deal but my doctor thought otherwise. He made me get a bunch of different blood tests.) Well, the results are.. i have a low thyroid. No big deal, it's actually what I thought the issue was. I was prescribed medication and hopefully it gets better. Hopefully. I need to return to the lab in 6 weeks to get my blood taken again to see if the medicine is doing it's job. If the medicine is not doing it's job then I will be booked for a CAT scan, as with my Thyroid being low I also have low estrogen levels aswell as some other hormones that are low. My Doctor told me that the CAT scan will show if I have a rare tumor pushing on my pituitary gland. Some of you may be asking, pituitary gland, where is that? Well, science lesson here, it\s in my brain, it's in your brain. Everyone has one. I think I should be freaking out more but I've kinda of subsid

So an update and a recap.  As I have posted on here before I think I was supposed to go to IA in June. Well, I doubt that will be happening seeing as me and Eric got into a huge fight yesterday. The worst thing about it is that his douche-y roommates are the cause behind it. Long story short one of hi roommate called me a troll because I said that I was surprised that people form IA even knew what hockey was. Yeah, I know what you're thinking.. Trust me. Basically Eric say that and deleted it off FB when I asked him about it he said everyone was entitled to their own opinions. I took that as him agreeing with his d-bag roommate so I was DONE. I told him to have a fun time dealing with child support papers for when he finally gets served with them since he was been ignoring all the letter the Canadian government has been sending him. Well that pissed him off. He proceed to tell me that if he does get served that he will make damn sure that we (Callen and I) move to IA so he can ha

Alright so adding to my last post since I really couldn't finish because Callen woke up form his nap I will continue on this one. Hooray. So besides all of the legal-ish drama in my life I also have my mom drama. Like usual mom thinks she knows what is best for my son. Two key words in that sentence, can you guess what they are? No? Well I'll tell you, (thinks) and (my). Yep. Anyway, we were talking about me getting a job since at the moment I do not have one. After moving in with my parents again since my apartment flooded I made the hasty decision to quit my job and be a SAHM. Awesome right? Wrong! I hate not being able to contribute even though my parents say it's not a big deal. It's a big deal to me. So getting back on track me and mom were talking about how in September I will be starting school again to my old high school so I can graduate and then go on to college. Well I was telling her that I wanted to get a job as well as go to school I mean people do it a

More and more drama keeps adding to my life I swear. I want to go to Iowa this June well I don't think that's going to happen. Me and Eric had a little spat yesterday about him helping get all of Callen's passport stuff done before I buy our planne tickets. Well thinking it ALL through and as much as Eric says he wants to be apart of Callen's life and yadda yadda I truly don't think he wants to. I have given him over a handful of oppurtunites to fly here and meet Callen. I have offered to pay for his ticket. Still a no. He wouldn't have to pay for a single thing unless he wanted to go shopping here. Awesome right? No apparently not for him. I feel like why should I spend almost 1000 to fly to Iowa pay for a hotel, food for myelf and for Callen. Diapers, wipes, everything he would need for a week stay. Why? WHY! When he could come here for free! I want to keep him thinking that we are still coming though so I can get Callen's passport done and over with a

Alright, its been a while so here it goes. I'm going to IA in June to visit Eric for the first time. I'm nervous. Beyond nervous. I keep try to budget money so I can buy our ticket and book our hotel. I swear I'm going to have an anxiety attack before this is all over. I still need to get callens passport but that only takes 10 days. Eric is getting the consent forms signed by a notary and is sending them out soon. Thank Jesus. I have a 2 paged packing list. I'm an over packer but I think I should be prepared for everything. I'm stressing about what I will eat when I'm there. The hotel has the free breakfast thing every morning but its like what about lunch and dinner? I wont be staying close enough to town to walk so that option is out. Maybe ill be able to get uber  skinny while I'm there from lack of food haha. Callen will be taken care of though. I've alrealy role Eric we'll have to stop and Walmart or somewhere to get him snacks, baby food, wat